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Close to The Death

March 24, 2017

Dear sister..
Have you ever feel in your live..?
Time when you feel so close to The Death..?
Almost dead and pass away..?

It was February 17, 2017. Friday noon.
I got a job to speech at a Masjid in Jababeka 2, an Industrial Town.
Speed of my old motorcycle just moderate enough.
But yes, I am in hurry to catch up the show time.

Suddenly a motorcycle in front of me stopped..
I Braked because of shock..
It is too many front brake..
and back wheel is not good enough..

I fell down the right.
In Indonesia, the right side is the opposite direction.
A truck coming from the opposite direction.
I was resigned to waiting for death.

I held my breath and remember Allah.
That too loud crash occurred. duakk..!
I find myself still conscious and immediately stood.
The truck stopped right at the edge of death.

It was a miracle.
I am grateful to God. and apologize to the truck driver
If I die, the truck driver was going to be in trouble when innocent.
I grabbed my bike and decided to continue the journey.

My helmet was broken.
Feeling so close to death. Make me not easy to forget.
And much to be grateful for the gift of God.
On the age and the days were enjoyed.

I just told you this at first.
I told my wife was a few days later.
I’m afraid if I tell her right away.
She will shock and worry.

This is a warning for us.
Be careful always on the go.
And this is a lesson.
That human life is managed by God The Almighty.

Bekasi, 24 Maret 2017.

(a month after accident)

I miss something

February 20, 2017

I miss something…
Something that i ever seen…
Seen along ago in the rain…
Rain in the middle of nothing…

Nothing can make me forget the feeling..
Feeling so blue..
Blue sky in the middle of Summer..
Summer at shore of Han Gang..

Han Gang the River..
River that full of story..
Story about happiness..
Happiness that covering the sadness..

Sadness never too long..
Long ago in Ginseng country..
Country that I always remember..
Remember their hospitality..

Bekasi, 10.02.2017

NKRI HARGA MATI..!!

December 26, 2016

Berbaris Zamrud hijau menghias Khatulistiwa.

Bagai permata Yaquth indah tiada tara.

Beribu butirannya diapit dua samudera.

Bunda Pertiwi warisan para Ulama.

 

Dahulu kala menjadi rebutan para pemangsa.

Diperjuangkan santri dan ulama untuk merdeka.

Diganti hari kini kembali para durjana.

Darah pejuang siap tumpah kembali membela.

 

Siapa berani mengusik NKRI tercinta.

Siapkan diri berhadap dengan pembela.

Sayap-sayap garuda garuda muda.

Sandaran juang lindas para penista.

 

Bekasi, 19 Desember 2016.

Raisa Adila Sopiani

Waiting for the Rain

March 17, 2016

How such a beuaty

When you touching my face

Under dark clouds in the sky

You bring us whole the hope

 

When you’re coming

We feel it with our skin

No matter how you’re freezing

We still stand up for you oh rain

 

I remember you when I was young

My ancestor lay to you for their farm

Now we ask you to once again coming

We’ll hold you with all warm

 

Oh rain…

Come again to us.

So we can into you run and run.

To remind me children happiness..

 

Bekasi, 17.03.2016

 

Melintasi Masa

January 25, 2015

Hiruk pikuk negeri tercinta

Dilanda badai angkara murka

Segala manusia merasa dirinya

Terhebat tersuci terbersih teraniaya

 

Hahaha ku tak terlalu peduli

Diri ini saja tak cukup mawas diri

Sesal demi sesal datang menghampiri

Berharap waktu dapat diputar kembali

 

Inginnya melintasi masa

Kembali ke masa dahulu kala

Saat tenaga dan waktu masih jaya

Mengisinya dengan hal berguna

 

Sesal mengapa jiwa tanpa nyala

Tanpa daya juang merengkuh cita

Kini tak mungkin melintasi masa

Hanya sisa hidup kucoba berguna

 

Bekasi, 25-01-2014

Malam-Malam Yang Melintas

January 20, 2015

Betapapun sendunya hidupmu kawan

Selalu saja ada saat tertawa gembira

Betapapun bahagianya dikau tuan

Suatu ketika kau kan menangis jua

 

Begitupun aku wahai kawan

Kerap tertawa membahana

Namun kadang saat yang lain

Aku berurai airmata

 

Tahukah engkau sedih kekal penyesalan

Ketika diriku berada di ujung masa

Tanpa cukup bekal ketaqwaan

Kembali ke hadapan Yang Maha Kuasa

 

Malam demi malam melintas pergi

Tanpa satu rakaat pun kuberdiri

Hingga tiba masaku kembali

penyesalan tiada guna lagi

 

Bekasi, 20-01-2015

 

Hanya Wajah-Mu

May 21, 2013

Kebisuan yang mencekam

Terlingkupi kabut kesunyian

Di antara pekatnya malam

Kutelisik makna kesejatian

 

Meragu sukma bercakap

Seakan gundah merambah jiwa

Menanti hakikat mendekap

Berkaca diri berkubang dosa

 

Larutnya malam kian menepi

menerabas segala luka kalbu

mananti fajar esok hari

Tertunduk aku di hadap-Mu

 

Tiada lagi harapan akhir

Tuk penyejuk kalbu nan pilu

Hanya wajah-Mu di garis takdir

berharap ampunan-Mu selalu

 

Bekasi, 21 Mei 2013

Rasul Penyejuk Kalbu

February 4, 2013

Adinda Lintang Pramita Namaku

Nabi Muhammad Rasulullah panutanku

Hingga laut dan langit tak lagi biru

Kan tetap ku turut teladanmu

 

Adinda Lintang Pramita namaku

Sampaikan Al-Quran tuk jadi pedomanku

Sampai saat si bisu bernyanyi lagu

Kan tetap ku ikut petunjukmu.

 

Adinda Lintang Pramita namaku

Tak ragu aku akan risalahmu

Engkaulah rasul penyejuk kalbu

Menghapus luka yang haru biru

 

Adinda Lintang Pramita namaku

Tanpa jemu ku turut sunnahmu

Berharap aku syafaatmu

Selamat ke surga bersamamu.

 

Bekasi, 28 Januari 2013.

Dibacakan dalam Maulid LABU 1434H/02-02-2013

Nabi Pemimpin Ummat

February 4, 2013

Belasan abad silam engkau lahir

Di tanah Arab di kota Mekkah

Berpagar tandusnya gurun pasir

Saat menyerangnya tentara bergajah

 

Usia empat puluh engkau diutus

Tanamkan iman kepada Allah

Meski diancam pedang terhunus

Tak gentar engkau tetap melangkah

 

Di kota Mekkah tak banyak harap

Allah perintahkan engkau hijrah

Walau musuh datang berderap

Tiada pernah engkau resah

 

Janji Allah menyertaimu

Kemenangan pasti akan diraih

Kami bangga menjadi ummatmu

Hanya engkau teladan terkasih.

 

Bekasi, 28 Januari 2013.

Dibacakan dalam Maulid LABU 1434H/02-02-2013

Gagap Jiwa Tanpa Makna

December 22, 2012

Mengarungi lautan kerinduan

Akan datangnya kemenangan

Menyibak pekatnya kegelapan

Hancurkan angkara keserakahan

 

Harapan indah tanpa tepi

Asa tinggi tak terdaki

Ingin hati tak terperi

Jiwa mati tanpa nurani

 

Angkara itu makin meraja

Menuju jiwa tanpa cahaya

Menabur api musnah segala

Gagap jiwa tanpa makna

 

Terpana aku gontai meragu

merendah asa meredup cahaya

Kuat nian angkara murka

membelenggu negeri tercinta

 

Bekasi, 22 Deseber 2012.